The difference

I lost a single one
It made all the difference
Took away my clean slate from me
Pulled at my integrity

Everything summed up into that one
The angst, the hurt, the fumes
Tears of the heart at all those times
The bleed that the razor incurred
The sharpest ones are pained the most;
it does crystallize the resolve
The energy fireballs, and it did
But for that single one, a teeny small one that preferred to stay
I wake at nights, unable to bear the thought
The hate of the cause of the one,
Gory dedication frozen just at the edge

Unbelievable though, the highest passion
would wrap itself around the one
The sinusoid of life would crest at that one
It was a filthy way to lose;
but an incredibly satisfying one
Yes, it summed up everything, completely
The angst remains, but a smile soothes it
It's all a mind game, really is
Parched integrity dips in untold joy of the time

The present reflects on the places the mind has been to
Marvels at the way the one could capture
Deep resentment and deeper attachment
The impact can never be etched out
Yes, I lost the single one,
I got back an imprint in time.